I’ve never felt the way I feel about Aaron. I’m so infactuated with everything about him and miss him everytime he’s not at my side.

atychiphobiaaaa:

I am self indulgent and deathly insecure, self doubting while confident, uninspired and wild, spontaneous and predictable. I breathe contradiction.

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Everything you say hurts me, you’re a destroyer and I have no respect for you what so ever. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. You’re no one to me.

I have finally found the right boy that has been able to tie me down. I like what we have, it’s just the begining. I can’t wait for the future. He has wriggled his way into my heart with his crazy mood swings, creepy laughs and tight cuddles. It all just happened. I’m crazy for letting myself be in commitment, never been in one. I hope for the best x

People think I’m lying when I say I hate my dad but the truth is, I have not got a care in the world for that man. He has destroyed so much. I just hate that he can win me over so quickly when he isn’t beating me down.

My life isn’t as bad as I make it seem although alot of the time the thoughts that linger my mind… no one would understand.

I’ve been watching, well I’m addicted to the tv series ‘The L Word’. It’s got me questioning myself, who am I? I don’t even know where to start because once you think you have a grasp on who you are something changes and you loose all of that confidence you had in yourself. I’m in deep denial only because I care too much of what people think of me, but it’s not the peers of my generation that I care about, it’s the older generations.

I have to go pick up photo’s I’ve developed of me and my friends to stick up on my wall of memories, I’ll be back to continue this. I just hope I don’t loose my train of thought.